{"id":1295,"date":"2015-04-01T17:24:23","date_gmt":"2015-04-01T17:24:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/?p=1295"},"modified":"2015-04-15T15:44:22","modified_gmt":"2015-04-15T15:44:22","slug":"1295","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/?p=1295","title":{"rendered":"B\u00fclb\u00fcl Ve G\u00fcl"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/blog\/2015\/03\/01\/kermesten-aldigim-kitaplar-bulbul-ve-gul\/baslik\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1245\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-1245\" src=\"http:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/ba\u015fl\u0131k-1024x256.jpg\" alt=\"ba\u015fl\u0131k\" width=\"560\" height=\"140\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/ba\u015fl\u0131k-1024x256.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/ba\u015fl\u0131k-300x75.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/ba\u015fl\u0131k.jpg 1249w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 560px) 100vw, 560px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1237\" style=\"width: 1642px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/blog\/2015\/03\/01\/kermesten-aldigim-kitaplar-bulbul-ve-gul\/oscar-wilde1\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1237\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1237\" class=\"wp-image-1237 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Oscar-Wilde11.jpeg\" alt=\"B\u00fclb\u00fcl Ve G\u00fcl -Oscar Wilde\" width=\"1632\" height=\"1224\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Oscar-Wilde11.jpeg 1632w, https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Oscar-Wilde11-300x225.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Oscar-Wilde11-1024x768.jpeg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1632px) 100vw, 1632px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1237\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Oscar Wilde &amp; Anne Cecilie R\u00f8geberg<\/p><\/div>\n<p>-Ona k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcller g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrsem, benimle dans edece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi, diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131 gen\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenci. Ama bah\u00e7emde tek bir k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl bile yok.<br \/>\nB\u00fclb\u00fcl, me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7indeki yuvas\u0131ndan bunu duydu, yapraklar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan bak\u0131p merak etti.<br \/>\n\u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn bah\u00e7ede bir tanecik k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl yok!\u201d, derken g\u00fczel g\u00f6zleri ya\u015fla dolmu\u015ftu. \u201cAh \u015fu mutluluk ne kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feylere ba\u011fl\u0131! Bilgelerin b\u00fct\u00fcn yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 okudum, felsefenin b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131rlar\u0131na eri\u015ftim ama yine de k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcn yoklu\u011fu hayat\u0131m\u0131 mahvediyor.\u201d<br \/>\n-\u0130\u015fte, nihayet ger\u00e7ek bir a\u015f\u0131k, dedi b\u00fclb\u00fcl. Hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m halde gecelerce onu \u015fak\u0131d\u0131m, gecelerce y\u0131ld\u0131zlara onun hikayesini anlatt\u0131m ve \u015fimdi onu g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 s\u00fcmb\u00fcl gibi koyu; dudaklar\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011finin arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcl kadar k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131; ama tutku, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc soluk bir fildi\u015fine d\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, keder aln\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fch\u00fcrlemi\u015f.<br \/>\n-Prens yar\u0131n gece balo veriyor, diye s\u00f6ylendi gen\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenci. Benim a\u015fk\u0131m da gidecek. Ona k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrsem, g\u00fcn a\u011far\u0131ncaya dek benimle dans edecek. Ona k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrsem onu kollar\u0131ma alaca\u011f\u0131m. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 omzuma yaslayacak ve eli elime kenetlenecek. Ama bah\u00e7emde hi\u00e7 k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl yok; yani yapayaln\u0131z oturaca\u011f\u0131m. O yan\u0131mdan ge\u00e7ip gidecek. Bana ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeyecek ve kalbim k\u0131r\u0131lacak.<br \/>\n-Ger\u00e7ek a\u015f\u0131k i\u015fte bu, dedi b\u00fclb\u00fcl. Benim \u015fak\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 o \u00e7ekiyor; benim i\u00e7in mutluluk kayna\u011f\u0131 olan, onun i\u00e7in keder. A\u015fk kesinlikle harika bir \u015fey! Z\u00fcmr\u00fctlerden daha k\u0131ymetli, k\u0131ymetli opallerden daha de\u011ferli. Lallerle de\u011fi\u015f toku\u015f edilemez, \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131da bulunmaz. Ne t\u00fcccarlardan sat\u0131n al\u0131nabilir, ne de terazide alt\u0131nla tart\u0131labilir.<br \/>\n-M\u00fczisyenler yerlerine oturup telli sazlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7alacaklar ve sevdi\u011fim, arp ve keman\u0131n sesiyle dans edecek. Dans ederken \u00f6yle hafif olacak ki, ayaklar\u0131 yere de\u011fmeyecek ve parlak giysileri i\u00e7indeki sarayl\u0131lar etraf\u0131n\u0131 saracaklar. Benimle dans etmeyecek, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ona verecek k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl\u00fcm yok, diyerek kendisini \u00e7imenlerin \u00fczerine att\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ellerinin aras\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fc ve a\u011flad\u0131.<br \/>\nKuyru\u011fu havada ye\u015fil k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kertenkele, yan\u0131ndan ko\u015farak ge\u00e7erken sordu:<br \/>\n-Niye a\u011fl\u0131yor?<br \/>\n-Sahi niye, diye sordu bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k demetinin ard\u0131ndan kanat \u00e7\u0131rpmakta olan kelebek.<br \/>\n-Sahi neden, diye al\u00e7ak ve yumu\u015fak bir sesle yan\u0131ndakine f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 papatya.<br \/>\n-K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl i\u00e7in a\u011fl\u0131yor, diye yan\u0131tlad\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl.<br \/>\nHepsi bir a\u011f\u0131zdan:<br \/>\n-K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl i\u00e7in mi, diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Ne kadar g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7!<br \/>\nPek alayc\u0131 bir \u015fey olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kertenkele kahkahayla g\u00fcld\u00fc. Ama b\u00fclb\u00fcl, \u00f6\u011frencinin kederindeki s\u0131rr\u0131 anlad\u0131; me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131nda sessizce oturup a\u015fk\u0131n esrar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Sonra birden kahverengi kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p havaya y\u00fckseldi. Koruyu bir g\u00f6lge gibi ge\u00e7ti ve bir g\u00f6lge gibi bah\u00e7e boyunca dola\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7imen tarh\u0131n ortas\u0131nda g\u00fczel bir g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131 duruyordu. B\u00fclb\u00fcl onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u00e7i\u00e7ekli dallar\u0131ndan birinin \u00fczerine kondu:<br \/>\n-Bana k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl verirsen, sana \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n en tatl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylerim, dedi.<br \/>\nFakat a\u011fa\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131:<br \/>\n-Benim g\u00fcllerim beyaz, diye yan\u0131t verdi. Denizin k\u00f6p\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadar beyaz, hatta da\u011flar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki kardan bile beyaz. Eski g\u00fcne\u015f saatinin etraf\u0131nda ya\u015fayan a\u011fabeyime git. Belki istedi\u011fini sana o verebilir.<br \/>\nB\u00fclb\u00fcl eski g\u00fcne\u015f saatinin \u00e7evresinde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131na gitti.<br \/>\n-Bana k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl verirsen, sana \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n en tatl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylerim, diye seslendi.<br \/>\nAma a\u011fa\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131:<br \/>\n-Benim g\u00fcllerim sar\u0131, diye yan\u0131t verdi. Kehribar bir tahtta oturan deniz k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131 kadar sar\u0131. T\u0131rpanc\u0131lar t\u0131rpanlar\u0131yla gelinceye dek \u00e7ay\u0131rlarda a\u00e7an nergisten daha sar\u0131. \u00d6\u011frencinin penceresinin alt\u0131nda ya\u015fayan a\u011fabeyime git. Belki istedi\u011fini sana o verebilir.<br \/>\nB\u00fclb\u00fcl \u00f6\u011frencinin penceresinin alt\u0131nda biten g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131na gitti; ama a\u011fa\u00e7 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131.<br \/>\n-Benim g\u00fcllerim k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r, diye yan\u0131t verdi. G\u00fcvercinin ayaklar\u0131 kadar hatta okyanusun kovuklar\u0131nda dalgalanan mercanlardan bile k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131. Ama, k\u0131\u015f damarlar\u0131m\u0131 dondurdu, don tomurcuklar\u0131m\u0131 kopard\u0131, f\u0131rt\u0131na dallar\u0131m\u0131 k\u0131rd\u0131. Bu y\u0131l hi\u00e7 g\u00fcl vermeyece\u011fim.<br \/>\n-B\u00fct\u00fcn istedi\u011fim k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl, diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl. Sadece bir tane k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl! Onu sahip olman\u0131n hi\u00e7bir yolu yok mu?<br \/>\n-Bir yol var, dedi a\u011fa\u00e7. Ama, \u00f6yle korkun\u00e7 ki sana s\u00f6ylemeye cesaretim yok.<br \/>\n-S\u00f6yle, dedi b\u00fclb\u00fcl. Korkmuyorum!<br \/>\n-E\u011fer k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl istiyorsan, onu ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda m\u00fczikten kendin yarat\u0131p, kendi y\u00fcre\u011finin kan\u0131yla boyayacaks\u0131n. Kalbini bir dikene dayayarak bana \u015fak\u0131mal\u0131s\u0131n. B\u00fct\u00fcn gece boyunca \u00f6tmelisin ve diken kalbini delmeli. Kan\u0131n benim damarlar\u0131ma dolup benim olmal\u0131, dedi a\u011fa\u00e7.<br \/>\n-K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcle kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir bedel, diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcl. Ya\u015fam herkes i\u00e7in \u00e7ok de\u011ferli. Ye\u015fil a\u011fa\u00e7larda oturup, alt\u0131ndan arabas\u0131ndaki G\u00fcne\u015f&#8217;i ve inciden arabas\u0131ndaki Ay&#8217;\u0131 seyretmek keyifli! Ak\u00e7al\u0131n\u0131n kokusu ve vadilere gizlenen mavi \u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri tatl\u0131, tepelerdeki fundalar gibi. Fakat t\u00fcm bunlara ra\u011fmen sevgi, ya\u015famdan \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u00fcr ve insan y\u00fcre\u011finin yan\u0131nda bir ku\u015fun y\u00fcre\u011fi nedir ki?<br \/>\nKu\u015f kahverengi kanatlar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p havaya y\u00fckseldi. Bah\u00e7enin \u00fczerinden bir g\u00f6lge gibi u\u00e7tu ve bir g\u00f6lge gibi koruyu ge\u00e7i.<br \/>\nGen\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenci, hala b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerde, \u00e7imlerde yat\u0131yordu ve g\u00fczel g\u00f6zlerindeki ya\u015flar hen\u00fcz kurumam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. B\u00fclb\u00fcl, \u201cMutlu ol!\u201d diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\n-Mutlu ol! K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcle kavu\u015facaks\u0131n. Onu bu gece ben ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda m\u00fczikten yarat\u0131p kendi y\u00fcre\u011fimin kan\u0131yla boyayaca\u011f\u0131m. Buna kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k, senden b\u00fct\u00fcn istedi\u011fim ger\u00e7ek bir a\u015f\u0131k olman; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc sevgi, bilge felsefeden daha bilgedir ve g\u00fc\u00e7, kudretli de olsa sevgi ondan kudretlidir. Kaanatlar\u0131 alev rengidir ve alev gibi boyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r v\u00fccudu. Dudaklar\u0131 bal kadar tatl\u0131, nefesi buhur gibidir.<br \/>\n\u00d6\u011frenci, \u00e7imenden ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bakt\u0131 ve dinledi; ama b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn kendisine s\u00f6ylediklerini anlayamad\u0131; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o sadece kitaplarda yaz\u0131l\u0131 \u015feyleri bilirdi. Ama Me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131 anlad\u0131 ve \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc kendi dallar\u0131 aras\u0131nda yuva kuran k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fc pek seviyordu.<br \/>\n-Bana son bir \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yle, diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 Me\u015fe. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen gitti\u011finde kendimi yaln\u0131z hissedece\u011fim.<br \/>\nB\u00fclb\u00fcl, me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131 i\u00e7in \u015fak\u0131d\u0131. Sesi g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir ibrikten akan su gibiydi. B\u00fclb\u00fcl \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bitirdi\u011finde, \u00f6\u011frenci aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131, cebinden bir defter ve kur\u015funkalem \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Korudan \u00e7\u0131karken kendi kendine:<br \/>\n-G\u00fczelli\u011fi yads\u0131namaz; ama duygular\u0131 var m\u0131? Hi\u00e7 sanmam. T\u0131pk\u0131 bir\u00e7ok sanat\u00e7\u0131 gibi, i\u00e7tenlikten yoksun salt bir bi\u00e7imden ibaret. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131 i\u00e7in kendisini feda etmez. Sadece m\u00fczi\u011fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ve sanat\u0131n bencil oldu\u011funu bilmeyen yoktur. Yine de kabul etmek gerekir ki sesinde baz\u0131 g\u00fczel na\u011fmeler var. Ne yaz\u0131k ki bunlar hi\u00e7bir anlam ta\u015f\u0131mad\u0131klar\u0131 gibi i\u015fe de yaram\u0131yorlar, diyerek odas\u0131na gitti. Ottan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yata\u011f\u0131na uzan\u0131p sevdi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 ve bir s\u00fcre sonra uykuya dald\u0131.<br \/>\nAy g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde parlay\u0131nca, b\u00fclb\u00fcl, g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131na gidip g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc dikene yaslad\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn gece boyunca g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fc dikene dayal\u0131 \u015fak\u0131d\u0131 ve so\u011fuk kristal Ay a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 e\u011filip dinledi. B\u00fclb\u00fcl gece boyunca \u00f6tt\u00fc ve diken g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde gitgide daha derine batt\u0131. Kan\u0131 kabar\u0131p v\u00fccudundan \u00e7ekildi.<br \/>\n\u00d6nce bir erkekle bir k\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011finde do\u011fan a\u015fk\u0131 \u015fak\u0131d\u0131. Sonra \u015fark\u0131lar \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 izledik\u00e7e, ta\u00e7 yapraklar\u0131 da ta\u00e7 yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 izledi ve g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n en \u00fcst dal\u0131nda ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00fczellikte bir g\u00fcl a\u00e7t\u0131. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta solgun bir rengi vard\u0131, t\u0131pk\u0131 nehrin \u00fczerinde as\u0131l\u0131 duran sis gibi solgundu. Sabah\u0131n ayaklar\u0131 gibi soluk, \u015fafa\u011f\u0131n kanatlar\u0131 gibi g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fi&#8230; G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir aynada bir g\u00fcl\u00fcn g\u00f6lgesi gibi, bir g\u00fcl\u00fcn sudaki sil\u00fceti gibi&#8230; \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yleydi g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n en \u00fcst dal\u0131nda a\u00e7an g\u00fcl.<br \/>\nAma, g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131 b\u00fclb\u00fcle, \u201cDikene daha \u00e7ok yaslan.\u201d, diye seslendi. \u201cDaha \u00e7ok yaslan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u00fclb\u00fcl; yoksa g\u00fcl tamamlanmadan g\u00fcn do\u011facak.\u201d<br \/>\nB\u00f6ylece b\u00fclb\u00fcl dikene daha \u00e7ok yasland\u0131 ve sesi y\u00fckseldik\u00e7e y\u00fckseldi; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir erkekle bir k\u0131z\u0131n ruhundaki tutkunun do\u011fu\u015funu \u015fak\u0131yordu. G\u00fcl\u00fcn yapraklar\u0131na narin bir pembelik geldi; t\u0131pk\u0131 gelinin dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 ilk \u00f6pt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde damad\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kaplayan pembelik gibi. Ama diken hen\u00fcz b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn kalbine de\u011fmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in g\u00fcl\u00fcn y\u00fcre\u011fi de beyaz kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir g\u00fcl\u00fcn y\u00fcre\u011fini ancak bir b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn y\u00fcre\u011findeki kan k\u0131z\u0131lla\u015ft\u0131rabilirdi.<br \/>\nA\u011fa\u00e7 B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u2019e g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc dikene daha \u00e7ok bast\u0131rmas\u0131 i\u00e7in seslendi, \u201cDaha \u00e7ok yaslan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u00fclb\u00fcl. Yoksa g\u00fcl bitmeden g\u00fcn do\u011facak.\u201d<br \/>\nB\u00fclb\u00fcl dikene daha \u00e7ok yasland\u0131. Diken b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn y\u00fcre\u011fine dokundu ve ku\u015fun b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunu \u015fiddetli bir s\u0131z\u0131 sard\u0131 . Ac\u0131s\u0131 artt\u0131k\u00e7a art\u0131yor \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 gittik\u00e7e vah\u015file\u015fiyordu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcmle m\u00fckemmelle\u015fen a\u015fk i\u00e7in \u015fak\u0131yordu; mezarda bitmeyecek bir a\u015fk\u0131 \u015fak\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nOla\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00fcl, t\u0131pk\u0131 do\u011fudaki semalar\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc gibi k\u0131zard\u0131. K\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131 yapraklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evresi, k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir yakut gibiydi kalbi. Ama b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn sesi k\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131. Kanatlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, g\u00f6zlerine perde indi. \u015eark\u0131s\u0131 gitgide soldu ve bo\u011faz\u0131na bir \u015feyin tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetti. Ard\u0131ndan son bir g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ezgi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Beyaz Ay bunu duydu ve \u015fafa\u011f\u0131 unuttu; g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde kalakald\u0131. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl duydu, b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudu co\u015fkuyla titredi ve yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 sabah\u0131n serin havas\u0131na a\u00e7t\u0131. Yank\u0131, onu tepelerdeki eflatun oyu\u011funa ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131 ve uyuyan \u00e7obanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerinden uyand\u0131rd\u0131. Irma\u011f\u0131n sazlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan akt\u0131 ve sazlar onun haberini denize g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u201cBak, bak!\u201d, diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 a\u011fa\u00e7. \u201cArt\u0131k g\u00fcl tamamland\u0131.\u201d Fakat b\u00fclb\u00fcl yan\u0131t vermedi; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc uzun otlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde, kalbindeki dikenle, cans\u0131z yat\u0131yordu.<br \/>\n\u00d6\u011frenci, \u00f6\u011flen vakti penceresini a\u00e7\u0131p d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bakt\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cNas\u0131l, ne harika bir talih bu!\u201d diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u015fte k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl! Hayat\u0131mda b\u00f6yle bir g\u00fcl g\u00f6rmedim. \u00d6yle g\u00fczel ki eminim uzun Latince bir ad\u0131 vard\u0131r.\u201d<br \/>\nA\u015fa\u011f\u0131 e\u011filip g\u00fcl\u00fc kopard\u0131. Sonra \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131 takt\u0131 ve elinde g\u00fclle ko\u015fa ko\u015fa profes\u00f6r\u00fcn evine gitti. Profes\u00f6r\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131 kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde oturmu\u015f, bir makaraya mavi ibri\u015fim sar\u0131yor, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6pe\u011fi de ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibinde yat\u0131yordu.<br \/>\n-Size k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 bir g\u00fcl getirirsem benimle dans edece\u011finizi s\u00f6ylemi\u015ftiniz, dedi \u00f6\u011frenci. \u0130\u015fte b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc. Bu gece onu kalbinizin \u00fcst\u00fcne takacaks\u0131n\u0131z ve biz dans ederken o size sizi ne \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimi  anlatacak.<br \/>\nFakat k\u0131z\u0131n surat\u0131 as\u0131ld\u0131.<br \/>\n-Korkar\u0131m giysime yak\u0131\u015fmayacak, yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Zaten Saray Naz\u0131r\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ye\u011feni bana ger\u00e7ek m\u00fccevherler g\u00f6nderdi ve herkesin bildi\u011fi gibi, m\u00fccevherler \u00e7i\u00e7eklerden daha pahal\u0131d\u0131r.<br \/>\n-Eh, ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok nank\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn\u00fcz! Dedi \u00f6\u011frenci \u00f6fkeyle ve g\u00fcl\u00fc soka\u011fa f\u0131rlatt\u0131. G\u00fcl oradan olu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve \u00fczerinden bir at arabas\u0131n\u0131n tekerle\u011fi ge\u00e7ti.<br \/>\n-Nank\u00f6r m\u00fc, dedi k\u0131z. Size bir \u015fey s\u00f6yleyim mi? \u00c7ok kabas\u0131n\u0131z! Hem zaten siz kim oluyorsunuz ki? Sadece bir \u00f6\u011frenci. Eminim, ayakkab\u0131n\u0131zda Naz\u0131r\u2019\u0131n ye\u011fenindeki gibi g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir toka bile yoktur, dedi ve sandalyesinden kalkarak eve girdi.<br \/>\n\u00d6\u011frenci uzakla\u015f\u0131rken:<br \/>\n\u201cSevgi ne kadar aptalca bir \u015fey!\u201d, dedi. \u201cMant\u0131\u011f\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 kadar bile faydas\u0131 yok; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi kan\u0131tlam\u0131yor, sonra hep olmayacak \u015feylerden s\u00f6z ediyor, insan\u0131 do\u011fru olmayan \u015feylere inand\u0131r\u0131yor. Hatta olduk\u00e7a i\u015fe yaramaz ve \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda fayda her \u015feyin ba\u015f\u0131. Felsefeye d\u00f6n\u00fcp metafizik \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.\u201d<br \/>\nB\u00f6ylece odas\u0131na odas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc, kocaman, tozlu bir kitap \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">Oscar Wilde<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">\u00c7eviren: Eylem Rosseland<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_1238\" style=\"width: 570px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/blog\/2015\/03\/01\/kermesten-aldigim-kitaplar-bulbul-ve-gul\/nightingale\/\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-1238\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-1238\" class=\"wp-image-1238 size-large\" src=\"http:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Nightingale-1024x748.jpeg\" alt=\"Nightingale and the Rose  by Oscar Wilde and Isabelle Brent\" width=\"560\" height=\"409\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Nightingale-1024x748.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Nightingale-300x219.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/Nightingale.jpeg 1598w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 560px) 100vw, 560px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-1238\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">&#8216;B\u00fclb\u00fcl Ve G\u00fcl&#8217; &#8211; Oscar Wilde &amp; Isabelle Brent<\/p><\/div>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>-Ona k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcller g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrsem, benimle dans edece\u011fini s\u00f6yledi, diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131 gen\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenci. Ama bah\u00e7emde tek bir k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl bile yok. B\u00fclb\u00fcl, me\u015fe a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7indeki yuvas\u0131ndan bunu duydu, yapraklar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan bak\u0131p merak etti. \u201cB\u00fct\u00fcn bah\u00e7ede bir tanecik k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 g\u00fcl yok!\u201d, derken &hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/?p=1295\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[55,1179],"tags":[52,23,31,161,1170],"class_list":["post-1295","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-cocuk-kitaplari","category-masal-okuyalim","tag-cocuk-edebiyati","tag-masal-tr","tag-masallar","tag-okuma-etkinlikleri","tag-oscar-wilde"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1295","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1295"}],"version-history":[{"count":49,"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1295\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1554,"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1295\/revisions\/1554"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1295"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1295"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.masalpenceresi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1295"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}